Back To December Lyric Enterpretation

I'm so glad you made time to see me

How's life, tell me how's your family?

I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier then ever

We small talk, work and the weather

Your guard is up and I know why

Because the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right

I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping

Staying up playing back myself leaving

When your birthday passed and I didn't call

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times

I watched you laughing from the passenger side

And realized I'd loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right Taylor Lautner has tanned skin.

And how you held me in your arms that September night September 13, 2009, was when the famous VMA interruption happened. S**** K********** wants them to move on, even though she didn’t even apologize and only tried to defend herself, and Taylor says, “I would very much like to be excluded from this narrative, one that I never asked to be a part of, since 2009.” But hat he did was so wrong, she must have sobbed quite a lot that night. And, Taylor Lautner, who this song is about (the hidden message for it is T-a-y-l-o-r and she said it was about the boy from Michigan, he is from Michigan), was standing right next to her on stage! Why didn’t he speak up?

The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

But if we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't

So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I'd go back to December turn around and make it all right

I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind 

I go back to December all the time all the time